mye simple life =D

2012-02-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

Feeling exhausted and drained up this days . I just feel like running away from everything and just had me all alone for some peaceful moment . All the problems , frustration , the pile of homework , and tests . Just erase them away for a while . While typing , time is tickling away . I don't know what to do . ZEN MO BAN ......... wo jue de wo yao peng kui le .

them is still better , how?

2012-02-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just think that it's better to be alone. So that I don't even have to face all this shit . but still , i bear with it , tries to forget , and fake a smile .

2012-01-23T02:48:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO FAT TODAY !
CHOCOLATES , BISCUIT ALL IN FRONT OF ME . CANT RESIST! T^T
ARGHH . MUST GO ON DIET AGAIN AFTER CNY .

2012-01-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

人嘛，往往都会往对自己不利的事情想。我自己也不例外。只会想自己多可怜多不开心，很自私，要求多多。朋友家人关系自己想得复复杂杂，让自己怎么累干嘛。当我发现其实我们四个都有想过一样的观念和思想，真的觉得自己很不应该。如果大家都往坏处想，大家都会很不愉快。不是我一个人辛苦，大家都在辛苦的挣扎着。很困难很困难。我真的想改变自己，让自己跟坚强，懂得珍惜，体谅，包容，无私。很多很多 . 再见了，我要面壁思过去！

2012-01-02T23:36:00.001+08:00

I take everyone's words seriously . remember it deep in mind . Thinking and thinking

2011-12-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

Shu hua shuo ... : Bu ting lao ren yao . Chi kui zai yan qian
Went for cca today . Overslept once again , wore my uniform fast , and get myself all prepared . Ready to go . Went looking for my shoes . SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT my mum had thrown it away . Dunno what to do , stare into space for 30 secs -___- She has been telling me to buy my school shoe all these days . But i always replied ' Bu yong dan xin ! Kai xue hai hen jiu ! Man man lai . ' See uh see , what man man lai , always do things last minute ): Hai .. btw i found my sister black gai gai shoes. But her foot is seriously a giant feet lah , so bo bian got to sai tissues . Walking weird all through the day -__- Sorry mum , shall have listen to you .
And my lai chuang habit really need to change! Didn't eat anything since morning till 4pm . Feel so terrible , i'm such a poor thing ): So i swear i will wake up really early to make my lunch . I even promised jasmine that i would make another set for her . So i guess no matter how tired i am , i will force myself to wake up ! I had to !!! Rrrrrrrrr!

P.S : Haven't even touch any of my homeworks . 100 designs for art?~! are u kidding me ? not even one design is done . I'm sure a horrible person ):

缘分

2011-12-26T01:16:00.004+08:00

It's night time , the best time to stay silent and reflect on my life , and myself . I know that i am not a good friend . I can't even help my friends , to lessen their burdens , even i can't do anything , i hope i can be the one that they can share their thoughts or problems to . And also ,we are drifting apart , i want to do something , i am so anxious ! What can i do? I wont want to lose our friendship . I cherish them a lot , we got a lot of happy times . But things just get worst and worst. It become more and more.. fake , and when one is giving up . I lost faith , and wants to give up too . Thinking that i won't lose anything , there will be no much difference . I have been struggling for so long , but .. now reflecting on it .. I shall not even be thinking that way . I know we can make it . I believe we can , i believe we still care . I want to pull them all back , and we will still be together . I can bring hope . And as i strongly believe in yuan fen . I know we have really strong yuan fen , and it would be stronger on our next life and next next life :) I am trying to cherish all the loves one that's around me . I stop quarreling with my small sister , and we are always so good and LOVING all day :P I hope this goes to everyone around me . Only continue it with good yuan , but not bad yuan .

写诗

2011-12-26T00:44:00.003+08:00

我发觉我们以疏远
我一度认为无所谓
我以经找到新方向
勿让我伤心的地方
但这都不是我想要
摇头叹气也没办法
把复杂心情打包好
把美好回忆收藏好

Hahahahaa this days keep making random poems with my sisters , She even created a facebook group called 诗人. We are so cute can , alright , bored . BYE ~

2011-12-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all those insincere
So i'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
So i'm gonna give all my secrets away ♥ :))

Love

2011-11-29T00:42:00.003+08:00

Why do people always had to find pleasure of things that is not even real . I'm really getting fed up about this tho i shall not get angry . I know everyone really loves to listen to sweet talks , compliment . 'Oh you are pretty and nice looking , wow you look great today! 'etc etc . and normally , people will choose to reject the words that are not nice . But still , you got to accept it . It's the truth , it's the real feeling people feel about you . You shall just accept it , and thanks them for telling you , not running away from it and started to blame everyone . I don't really see couples who are romantic and mushy last really long . They normally would say ' i will love you forever till the day i die . ' it's really romantic and i guess that most girls would faint after hearing this . But i seriously don't really like it . How would you know it would be forever , can you predict the future? there might be some that really make it . But the way of love shall not be shown like that or said in that way , it's something that you can feel it in the deep of your heart , without anyone telling you , and just by a actions , people would definitely know it if you are truthful or not . It is also the same as friendship and family . There are friends who always said that they will always be there for us in 24/7, seriously , you don't have to even said that . If you really are , you will be there when i need you , but if you are not , you really makes me thinks that you look fake . It's the same for family , you don't have tell the whole wide world how much you love your mum . If you really love your mum , just don't made her worried for you , making troubles for her . I am not meaning that we shall just keep our love deep inside in our heart . We should ! we should tell them how much we love them and how much they are important to us , thanks them for all the things they did for us . But not words that are fake , that are not real .There is a huge difference in it. Love is everywhere to be found on your side . You just got to feel it . But not finding it .

2011-10-20T20:49:00.004+08:00

Hi humans . Today is quite a bu cuo day . Li Bing didn't come to school for fucking three days ! She really wants to make me die of boredom?! Heng there's two empty seats in my row today . So Genevieve and Lock Yee came to accompany me , great . If not my minutes are just like HOURS -______- Time pass really fast as we talk a lot today . Was excited for the upcoming events like halloween and chalet ! Woooots ! KAI XIN KAI XIN :D Went causeway with genevieve after school. It's quite rare that i would go out with her , just the two of us . We went popular first , and she bought MANY books , erm .. like 3? After that we went to eat pasta mania . Was actually wondering weather i shall go in or not . As i am kind of broke this days ! hmmph ! Had to save as much money as i could before the holidays . Just like squirrels collects enough nuts before winter came :) But still . I can't avoid food temptation ): I bought vegetarian pomodoro pasta and gen bought baked rice . After eating we both felt so full . Therefore we decided to walk around causeway , we saw kelvin queuing at texas chicken , looks like he's going to had a second round LOL so we went up to ga jiao(disturb) him :P according to him , he had already eaten a burger , a big piece chicken , french fries and now he's queuing to buy icecream . wow great . Me and Gen went and took the same bus home after that . good that she didn't scold me much today and we had a long talk . Kai xin :D Homed .

2011-10-06T17:13:00.004+08:00

There's a reason why i hate about growing up . I know most of the people wants to grow up so they could do things that only adults can do . But as when they grow , their personality change . They are not innocent anymore . Adults talk fakely . Families are now not families , friends might be fake . This is what i can see as i grew older each day . They all change. ):

It look's like what i have , but actually i don;t.
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I am too naive to believe they were true.

WHY SO SERIOUS?!

2011-09-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Parents always complaint about their child talking back to them . But i felt me having opposite situation . Whatever i say , my mum likes to talk back . 人家是一句顶十句，我是说一句被顶一百句 -____________- Like today , i'm just jokingly telling my dad to make a hole at the toilet's door for washing machine pipe to pass through , so that i can lock the door easily . But my mum , overheard this , she take it so seriously . She scolded me and nag for sooo long , say if i really make a hole she will get really angry and wanted me to pay for the door . She also scold me for being lazy and bathing late blah blah blah . I was like -________________- all the way , and ask her why she take it so seriously?! It's not like i really would go and make a hole later . BAH ! Like no sense of humor or what. Today i also talked about working during the holidays and even about pimples (LOL). I dont know how can she pull the matter so far. She just seems to have lots of things to talked about it . So , i conclude that , my mum really likes to disagree every single little things that i said . Therefore , i shall just kept my mouth shut and not saying a single word . As it might consequently , causing me getting high blood pressure and died at a very young age . And just for the sake of better life in future . YA . SO . :x !

2011-09-25T13:16:00.001+08:00

This is the reason why i took the giraffe away .

一直想不愉快的事，并不会让你跟快乐

2011-09-20T22:36:00.003+08:00

Thinking towards the negative , wont make you happier
Does it make sense?
People always likes to tell me about their paper after a particular test/exam . Says what they got wrong , than they will get frustrated and keep sighing after that . Normally, i don't like to discuss about the test earlier on , and i cant remember the questions tho. Some more , what's done is already done . We shall just wait for the results to be out . No point there grumbling . Right ? :)

2011-09-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Things is getting better in life and i'm really happy :D Though i had lose something , but i will eventually gain more things ^^ I will not take it for granted , i promise :)

It's all fated

2011-09-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

Having your child born disabled or mentally retarded . What would you do ?! Don't ever tries to abort it . Thinking that they will suffer if they are born . THAT'S RUBBISH . You don't have the rights to stop them from coming to this world . They don't even have a chance to say anything . Don't try to control their life . They are fated to be born like that . Fated to be born in this world and fated to be the child of yours . ming bu ming baaai?

2011-08-18T20:27:00.003+08:00

Ya Hey humans . It has been a long time since i post about my daily life . I had been reading a great book called ' Trust No One' By Teresa Cooper . I really like the book a lot , i really feel sorry about the child abuse and those tough situation she had went through . When she cried , which was described in the book , I cry with her too . When she was feeling down and had somehow gone mad . I can understand it too . I borrowed this book from Lock Yee . Since she decided not to read it anymore , i request her to sell it to me . The book is in a bad condition , but i'm able to get it by half of the usual price :) hm , so quite worth it . I'm in a very down mood and was half dead in the morning lessons today . I went back being more hyper on the afternoon . I'm having a lot of fun with Li Bing , we speak childish and we play childishly . Somehow my laughing button is turn on , and i cant stop laughing at each single -not-funny-at-all- thing. Li Bing must have thought that i am mad . After all the lessons , we had a napfa 2.4 retest. I don't remembered why i had failed the test . And i am just late by just 6 seconds to the passing timing . Argh . So me and Bing sat down and wait at the canteen for our turn . We were singing songs and playing. When it's 4pm , we gathered with genevieve and the others . We thought it's going to rain as the sky is getting dark . Still , we had to run . I'm in a very good condition today . There were no hundreds of people running/blocking in front of me . I had no gastric pain as usual when i started to run . I look up far at the sky , thinking nothing . It's really windy and i like the feeling of wind blowing in my face. Surprisingly I didn't stop at all and was the first girl who had first reach . Hopefully , i would pass the retest . I walked home with Lock Yee . We had talks about cooking and food , i had so much things to talk about it that i decided to walk further with her despite i had already reach my home . After that , i went admiraty and ntuc with my sister and we bought many things . I'm really tired at the end of the day , while there's still test tomorrow . Hopefully , tomorrow will be better :)

For Me

2011-08-01T23:46:00.005+08:00

Hayoh Qi uhh. Smile LUH ! Though things dont always went as smooth as u wanted . But at least ur life is still WONDERFUL! AWESOME! WITH GREAT FRIENDS AND FAMILY! They will never be perfect and so do u! :DD We can be sad sometimes, it's alright! BUT AFTER THIS , FIND SOMETHING THAT PICKS U UP ONCE AGAIN ! Continue with ur big wide smile ! Make people around you happy! It's okay to have no one to hear you and talk to . U STILL HAVE YOU , YOURSELF . Cheer yourself up , pick yourself up . I know u can do it, cause you are awesome ! Keep it up ! I WILL ALWAYS STAY BY YOUR SIDE . I'LL PROMISED NOT TO GIVE YOU UP EASILY AGAIN . (;

To : Le Qi
From: Le Qi <3

__________________________________________________

The above following letter is for me :) It do help . I found that . Whenever i am deep down depressing . Mostly , the one that really cheer me up is me , myself . No matter how much people had tried to cheer you . You will not get out of the misery if you choose to give up yourself . Everyone is trying to find a way to be happy , though it's really hard. Sometimes i think i pushed myself to much to be happy , keep things bottled up . That's unhealthy too . It's okay to be blue . Just remember to live on more happily after it . Everyone is struggling in life , just like a helpless polar bear struggling , drowning in the sea. But no matter how hard life is , there will always be a light leading you out . I hope everyone will not give up , take it as a test for you and me . Together , we can overcome it . :)

what. can. i. do

2011-08-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME . Cant even cope a little trouble , obstacles in life . KEEP GETTING SAD OVER.. a little things . RMB , THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE LIVE TOUGHER THAN U . MUCH MUCH TOUGHER . Do people sell happy pills ? Seeing me like this , makes me hate myself more .

2011-07-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

CAMP IS COMING REAL SOON . AND IT STILL DONT WANT TO COME AND VISIT ME . RRRRRR. I AM GOING TO MAKE MYSELF REAL STRESS . STRESS UNTIL IT CAME LATE . PRAAAAAY HARD !

一个也不能少

2011-07-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to control my mood swings ); I don't know why too , I talked to Lock Yee in a bad manner ); I know she felt sad . I regretted a lot after that , i started to blame myself and cry . I am really sorry . Lock Yee always treats me well, especially after the incident . And what did i do today?! ); Went Li Bing's house after school , she cheered me up and gave me advices ♥ She even gave me her favorite starbucks tissue ! (; Home, there's 2 new message from Lock Yee and 2 missed call from Genevieve . It seems that Li Bing had told Lock Yee everything , and she don't bear any grudge. Around 10 pm , Genevieve called me , so she poured out her feelings , and i poured out mine too. In the phone , she started to cry , and i couldn't control mine too. I'm glad that she tells me how she feel , and how she cherish our friendship , the four of us . I decided to call Lock Yee and apologies to her again, though she don't blame me and still laughing away , it made me cry even more harder . I'm here to tell my siao-lang gang , Lock Yee , Li Bing , Genevieve . That i love you all , and i really treasure the special friendship we have . We can be far apart , but our heart never stop to care and love for any each one of us . Remember , we are one gang , I love every each one of you , 一个也不能少。

-LeQi

勇气

2011-07-11T23:24:00.004+08:00

雨总会有天青的时候，有时雨，也不见得是一件坏事，
因为它教了你，怎么在挫折中，勇敢地站起来。

Life is always not as wonderful as u had expected and wished for . As, People always take things for granted , when u get it , u want more , and expected more from it . When you don't , you are depressed , wondering why do you had to live a miserable life . I'm not trying to act as someone that are full of wisdom or something . Those words are meant for me . Many things had happened now a days . I tried to keep optimistic , but when another wave hits me , and more came continuously . It's really hard :) Through those matter , i found the ones who are there for me . They might not be my closest friends . But , they gave me strength . 他们交给了我勇气，去面对这一切 :)

wo hui jia you .

Le Qi = Lock Heh

2011-07-08T16:10:00.003+08:00

Though this might be some sort of bad and scary experience . But i wont blame it , i will learn from it . And be thankful of everything that this experience had taught me and gave me ^^ I had a family that really cares about me a lot , they didn't even blame me , but tell jokes on it . I did not had a chance to take a meal there , and they didn't eat a lot either , waiting me to go back home , and together, we had supper :DD Those were things that i didn't realized . I don't blame her too , why should i? It's totally not her fault . She's really a very nice friend ^^ Whatever she had said , and her mum , had already made me forgets about all the unhappy memories ! I somehow didn't regret or thinking how suay am i . Everything is a gift from god . Just think positively , everything would be different .

爱是付出而不要求回报

2011-07-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i will had this thinking , why couldn't people just treat me better , noticed me and concern me more . Yeaaaaah , always complaining . so why don't i take the step first? Everyone love the way being loved and care , that's for sure . They say life is like a roller coaster , there will always be up and down . Take the initiative , start to care for your close one. Your family or friends , tell them they are not alone .. Maybe you may feel happier ? that way .

2011-06-27T20:27:00.005+08:00

Current mood: ...
Current Song : 丁噹 - Qin Ren 親人
You know , when there's people who always asked me , 'what is your dream career ? ' I will make a pause to answer that . It's not that i doesn't had a dream job , I does, and it is always the first thought appear in my mind . But the feeling of confuse and unsure stopped me . It's hair stylist , my dream career , and i really, terribly want want want to do it . Today i told mum about it , but some reasons might stop me from achieving my dream , funny thing is , i actually cried . So i guess it really means a lot to me ? It's not about the pay or if its a tough job , well.. some other reasons . And , i just had to accept it . Kind of pity . Neh mind , stay positive , it can still be a part of my hobby . Just helped lockleh with a haircut today . Better than nothing ? :D cheeers .

我是个超级大笨蛋

2011-06-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

CHUA LE QI . WHAT DO YOU EXACTLY WANT?
MAKE UP YOUR MIND!

Hi .

2011-06-15T01:04:00.006+08:00

Arghh. I think i really need some help , I had used to sleep late nowadays . I know , who don't sleep late during holidays? But to me , it's a very bad habit . Even if u force me to sleep at 12am , i couldn't , i will open my big big eyes and stare at the ceiling . Till a particular time that i am suppose to sleep usually, like 2 to 3 am ? I bet most of you out there had the same situation as me right? So i am normal huh? .__. Hope so (phew)
And i want to share something that i find it weird with u guys . Everyone should know about the 11.11 meaning right . If you just randomly drawn your attention at the time , and it struck exactly 11.11 , it means you are lucky or something . I don't really know the meaning behind it , nor believe it and don't have a chance to meet it either . But , till this year ... or can i say this few months , I keep seeing it , everyday (almost?). No matter it's 11.11am or 11.11pm. Well, I didn't make a wish , but i find it creepy . Like it's following me everywhere . Muahahaha . Hoho . I think i shall stop my crapping and go to bed . Nite earthlings ~

How can you bear to ?

2011-06-06T23:59:00.006+08:00

I am reading and doing research on abortion . Being emotional after watching the video . I still couldn't believe how could someone bear to kill their own child . Though they are not born yet , it's still a life and a soul . They are struggling to live , waiting to see the beautiful world ahead them . Though there might be reasons for people who went for abortion , like broken families , fetus with problems , financial problems or too early to have one etc. Sorry to say . I still cant accept it . I believe that . There is a reason for every life that is created . It's an innocent being , and it's life should not have been decided by anyone . They deserve a chance to live .

Photos of abortion . They use tools to grab and crush/squash the head first , then cutting the body parts . Isn't this murder method cruel enough?

Act responsible. The choice is in your hand .

2011-05-29T01:44:00.003+08:00

U gave me your promise . But always failed to do that . Am i even important to you like you said ?

2011-05-06T18:27:00.004+08:00

WHEN I WONT WANT TO FACE THE PROBLEM.
----------------------------I RUN AWAY FROM IT .
SHITT. EXAMS IS COMING. AND THERE ARE A LOTS OF CHAPTERS THAT I NEED TO LOOK UP TO. SPENT TIMES WITH JASMINE AND HUI NEE TODAY :) WE TRY TO DO SOME MATH QUESTION BUT END UP WATCHING TV PROGRAMS MORE. HELP CLEANING JASMINE'S GUZHENG TOO. IT WAS SUPER DUSTY! ONE LIGHT BLOW, THE DUST FLEW EVERYWHERE ! :S
ENJOYS TODAY :) SPEAKING OUT IS ALWAYS BETTER.

AT LEAST. I FELT BELONG TO.

2011-03-26T00:14:00.005+08:00

Dear earthlings. Sorry for not keep updating. LIFE WAS BORing ~ Only get updates on my own private blog. Many many works are needed to be done. Now my daily routine is like. Waking up on the early morning, went back home late. And fell asleep on the sofa due to tiredness, eating dinner late. I can fat die man . Very stressful nowadays , slow on studies, getting bad results. Arggh . The beginning road of 2011 is not very smooth for me. Hope it would be better :D CHEEERS!

How do you think i could face you ? -.-

刘德华-悟 Enlightenment

2011-03-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

无量心生福报无极限
An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

无极限生息息爱相连
Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

为何君视而不见规矩定方圆
Why do you turn a blind eye and let yourselves be restricted by the status ?

悟性悟觉悟空心甘情愿
Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

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放下颠倒梦想放下云烟
Let go of your inverted dreams, let go of the things which will one day fade away

放下空欲色放下悬念
Let go of your leisure, desire, pleasure, and let go of suspense

多一物却添了太多危险
With one more thing in hand, more danger will follow

少一物贪嗔痴会少一点
With less things, greed will lessen as well

若是缘再苦味也是甜
If this is fate, no matter how bitter life can be you are always contented

若无缘藏爱在心田
Yet if it isn’t, just bury this love in your heart

尘世藕断还丝连回首一瞬间
In this live of ours, everything’s interconnected, and it takes only a split second to look back

种颗善因陪你走好每一天
Let me plant a seed of good will and walk down this road of life together with you

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唯有心无挂碍成就大愿
Only someone whose heart is not bounded can accomplish great things

唯有心无故妙不可言
Only someone whose heart does not have a story is indigenous above all

算天算地算尽了从前
I’ve considered heaven and earth, and I’ve considered everything from my past

算不出生死会在哪一天
Yet I still cannot make out the days of life and death

勿生恨点化虚空的眼
Do not hate your eyes which deceive you

勿生怨欢喜不遥远
Do not resent, for happiness is not far away

缠绕欲望的思念善恶一瞬间
As thoughts are built around your desires, it only takes a split second to decide between good and evil

心怀忏悔陪你走好每一天
With a heart of repentance, let me walk down this road of life together with you

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再牢的谎言却逃不过天眼
No matter how firm your lies may be, they cannot escape the eyes of God

明日之前心流离更远
Before dawn, your heart is being dragged further away

浮云霎那间障眼人心渐离间
As the clouds are able to blind our eyes in an instant, so do human hearts change

集苦连连不断的出现
Bitterness have been accumulated since long before, and is bound to keep coming
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简简单单陪你走好每一天
In pure simplicity, let me walk down this road of life together with you

2011-03-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

Hey Hi once again , 地球人. I'm falling deeper in love on gu zheng maan ! :D Weeehee ~ Very tired and exhausted after School & CCA , Wanting to take a short nap but ended up awake at 10pm . So how could i sleep nooow? My eyes was as big as an owl . duuuuh. ); I have nothing to do and everyone had went to bed. Alone on my computer side observing some ants that are trying to save their disabled friend. Pity Pity :/

Tired of everything

2011-02-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

2011-02-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

WHAT'S SO FUN ABOUT BULLYING? I REALLY REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO DO THAT. DOING TOO OVER ABOUT IT , ARGHH REALLY MADE ME MAD. WORDS DO HURT. THE BULLIES WOULD NEVER EVER KNEW HOW THEY FELT. THOSE ARE ALL NOT FIT TO BE A HUMAN. TOLD PEOPLE TO REFLECT. WHY DONT EU REFLECT OF URSELF FIRST. YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE RIGHTS TO COMMENT ABOUT PEOPLE! IRRITATING PEOPLE WHO WONT GROW UP.

2011-02-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

满足满足 .. Yeaah Yeaap :))

If She Could Do It. Why Cant I

2011-02-05T22:07:00.007+08:00

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Visited a relative house. I gt a cousin. She's a vegetarian too. And i saw her gotten her hair cut short. It was not like those kind of little girls short hair. It was like those boys in school . The first thing that came to my mind was. ' What? did she gotta some cancer or something? ' Thn my mum told me that she was trying to put everything down . Not caring anymore abt relationship, looks , money and everything. And tries to change herself to be a better person. I have a deep admiration on her. She was a role of model who i want to learn from. She had great education and career, which she actually could earn her a lot of money, but she had given up, She have great looks , she doesn't care , cause that's not the most important things of life. Right? Her family were disappointed, them thinking that her life had been wasted. But she doesn't give up , and believe what she do was right. Continuing doing good deeds . I have so many feelings of that. I felt guilt. aren't you? Everything you have now, would still be gone when you left the world. And that pure heart we have when first came to earth, in the end. left . was black, impure, mixed.

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They love carrot :3

2011-02-03T02:15:00.003+08:00

It's the yeaar of RAAABBIT :DDD!
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(0v0)
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Not so in a cny mood. Nt very excited of any outings , my family was planing to spent the holidays to have a good long nap :3 Just before new year, most of my family members fell sick , include me ): Thanks god , we had all recovered . So we could continue take ang bao laah :DD
Happy New Yearr everbodaaey , i hope everyone would stay happy and healthy throughout the year :) Stop sighing , always look on the bright side :D I would work hard for that, and eu guys tooo :DD Once again. Happy Chinese New Year :D

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鲁冰花♥

2011-01-27T18:51:00.009+08:00

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天上的星星不说话地上的娃娃想妈妈天上的眼睛眨啊眨妈妈的心呀鲁冰花家乡的茶园开满花妈妈的心肝在天涯夜夜想起妈妈的话闪闪的泪光鲁冰花
闪闪的泪光~鲁冰花 ♥

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2011-01-21T19:59:00.001+08:00

If you love animals called pets, why do you eat animals called dinner?

2011-01-12T20:40:00.003+08:00

Okaaay. I am really super dame tired nooow . Homework's Undone. I thought this year they are not going to collect holiday homework's just like last year. But things were not us expected. Make me very busy noww leh. Although most of it still copied. Today do stupid things with Li Bing :D Keep laugh till stomach pain le laah. BYE earthlings. I really miss ZHENG . I miss your FOOD

2011-01-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

I MISS ZHENG ):

2011-01-04T23:50:00.005+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TODAY :) 3-5 ! 3-5! 3-5~!

Form tcher was Mr Soh again. Happy die. But when he talks, i gonna fall asleep again :/ . A little too mad crazy in classroom today with Genevieve and Li Bing. After school went Kbox with them. I know it's quite a waste but we always like going there ): Now xin tong liao . Hahas. Must control ! Stop spending any yuan wang qian. But felt better after singing . :D

I found my younger sister more and more irritating -___- I tried to love her. But i cant laah ): Cant she be more cute ? argghh .
Haish . Bye earthlings!

HOMEWORK ALL NOT YET DONE

2010-12-27T22:43:00.005+08:00

青春期有完結篇北極熊有沒有未來
地球若要毀滅請帶走我的優越感
悲傷都是極短篇回收了眼淚才明白
總會有一首歌唱清楚你的方向感
生命為你提的字譜成搖滾樂的詩

我們應該更堅強的存在
我們應該阻止世界變壞
不只是科學不只是偶像崇拜
愛真相是愛

冰河期有完結篇寒武紀從王菲聽來
地球要是可以請帶走我的安全感
狂歡都是極短篇回收了酒瓶才明白
總會有一首歌唱清楚你的方向感
生命為你提的字譜成搖滾樂的詩

我們應該更堅強的存在
我們應該阻止世界變壞
不只是科學不只是偶像崇拜
愛真相是愛

我們應該更堅強的存在
我們應該阻止世界變壞
不只是哲學不只是自己無害
愛真相是愛
我告訴我自己我告訴我自己
我告訴我自己愛要謙卑

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2010-12-23T21:05:00.004+08:00

------------SPREAD A LITTLE HAPPINESS AND LOVE

----------------------------- 一棵种子的重量有多重？

Working at Novena.. It's so cold and unfriendly . That's how life is :D But there's still some people out there which give the earth a little warmth. And it's Christmas !! HO HO HO! Celebrated Li Quan Birthday yesterday. The punishment is a little harsh :P . Evening went to Bing's gan ma house. Have fun . zi lian -ing LOL.

------------------------------是几亿千多斤的树林重。

Saving a single cent

2010-12-17T00:25:00.005+08:00

Hey Kid, stop wasting ur parents hard-earn-money.
---------------------------Cause it's so fucking hard to earn!!

Working for Citigems for a week. Just distributing of flyers, only work for 4 hours today. And i am soo freaking tired ): The staff there are all very kind and good to me. Should not have break today, but they let me to have a short 10 min break, and gave me a bottle of water from citigems :D Maybe it's because that i give out flyers really fast. I actually only had to give out 500 flyers, but i did it like a 1500 + . And they are very satisfied . keke . And there are kids that are soo soo cutee xD Some of their mothers let their child to act and walk pass me to get the flyers a lot a lot times, so i could finish off quickly. Although mine is count of hours. :) whenever i think of that little kids. I would daze on the air and smile too . And there are aunties too that concern about me and ask if the bagpack i had to wear is heavy or not. Love today :)

Kids are soo cute :D they got real cute silly smiles :P

They Just Dont Understand

2010-12-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

I dunno what should i do
How could i change this situation.
What i do , they dont see it.
I'm really getting very tired of this ):
For what i felt, only grandma understand me
I always cried so easily
It's so stupid , I dont want to be like this
How could I
be happy

I dont want to be weak. I'm so useless

Back to child please ):

2010-12-12T00:50:00.008+08:00

Fungi growing everywhere .Didn't really go out this week ): At home doing housework! Me and Jie have to take turns to cooked every meal for family ): Thinking of the new dishes crackled my brain . Dun have a lot of ingredients ): Hah no choice. Mum says it's holiday. no excuse anymore :( I will learn to be thankful for every bowl of rice i had eaten next time 感谢慈悲 :) But seeing them eating happily, i felt happy too :D at least dad dun have to be so tired , Sometimes he still have to cook for us when he just came back from work :)

Today stayed at home all daay long. Sister went to volunteered for the SPCA ,telling people to donate money for abused cats and dogs. She told me she would bring me too last time. And she forgotten !! This holiday , i wanted to do more meaningful things :) And hope i could find a job soon ): Super in need of moneh. Actually there's one on this sunday. Haish xin tong.

-Seeing grandma's plant, which the flower bloom so beautifully , was thinking to have one too :D
but my other plants is dying out of thirst.. errrm. better noot ): -

- Since i can't change my situation, i would change my attitude towards life :) -
I'll be Happy . I Promised?

2010-12-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

Love that whole week. the days with grandma and the trip to Malaysia. I really learned a lot. I hoped i won't give up on the halfway again. Life. so much things for me to learn. and it's complicated :/ I want to be a sensible child . to spent a more thought for my parents :l I want to be happy everyday. But it's really difficult .

Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.
~Leo Nikolaevich Tolstoy

2010-11-22T19:02:00.003+08:00

going to grandma house and stay till wed :D Gud Bye everyybooday. Thursday going to malaysia till Monday. NO noo penguin for me for a week! AWWWW!

2010-11-12T23:43:00.006+08:00

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-----------------------------=-GENAAAVAAY TOE :D

Hoho. I'm in the class with people that i wanted :D But still , gota be separated with some others. Came early today with Jasmine to wait for the news. It's time for CCA to start but we gz members wish to stay. and yeaah, they allowed ! :D Skipped like one and a half hour of CCA hahaas. At 2, went Genevieve house with Lock. She cooked lunch for us , heh heh . At last no maggie for me :D Lock recommend us to watch The Ring. Not really as scary as i thought it would be ._. But it's funneh to see Lock get scared and screamed by just little things, even though she watched before. Hahahaah. Fuuun day. Chi hao hao . Sui bao bao

You don't have to care how i felt , just do what you like :)

2010-11-09T17:06:00.004+08:00

Tired tired. Today Bing came my house at 8am , and i went school with her at like 8.40 something. 10 am went for gu zheng, and meet Bing at 12 again. Very sian sian laaah ): Very tired, Homed at 3pm. Forgot to buy food for sisters, hahaaah :DD

I need a job so much D:<

2010-11-08T17:52:00.007+08:00

Hahahhaha, came back from guzheng. Happie ehh, lao shi praise me :D Yesterday chalet/bbq can say is quite a success. I'm really really very tired when i came back home, i slept for like 4 hours :) Saturday 1pm ++ gathered with 2n5 and went to east coast together. Then check in, at first there was a lot of problems, and we had to keep ask and ask again. In the end, they allowed us to change room. To a 1 storey one, and it is way much better , the toilet were soo clean and big . heehee :D Go rent bike . after that we started bbq-ing.
Stayed at room and play poker cards :3 at around 12 am, we played games. Then then we went for a walk at the beach , love the sea :) Then walked to Mac find Bing and Shen , super long way to there laah, on the way donovan keep luan luan shuo hua -__- Than finally reached there , it's around 5 and i'm like very very sleepy ): After all eat finish. We walked back slowly along the road . Me and Bing wanted to watch sunrise :3 So went to the beach and climb onto the rock . Very windy there :D waiting for bing and jia hao to come. Than they said want to change spot-__- go another rock. wlao ehh, i climb till very xin ku ):! Went to the other rock, sat not for long and it started to rain , ahh suey ): Very very slippery , and i just slide down like that weeeeee :) Bing , kian shen , jia hao ran very very fast , Don foot bleed and so we lost them -__- Started to rain very heavily, went to lent for shelter and wait. ): 我的日出 ); After rain get smaller, we walked back . My phone kept ringing but we never pick up. hahah. Later they thought we got struck by lightning ;o Went back and they had closed all the lights :/ I'm soo wet and tired ): slept for like 2 hour, and woke up watch doraemon. Cleaned up everything by 10am and check out :D Go mac again for lunch hehheh. Went home by bus and talked with Genevieve <3>

I miss 2-5! D;

2010-11-03T23:10:00.006+08:00

There's sooo much to do to organise the class outing. Hope it would all went well :) And thanks for the people who help to contribute too :) I'm sooo broke now, owe mummy moneh too , heh heh. Holiday is not boring to me, meeting girlfriend almost everyday ♥ I guess she no need me anymore :) Going to meet a lot with primary mates, i miss them a lot. And not forgetting my grandma , I want to go her house and stay for a few weeks. Her plants is growing a lot of fruits out :) She wanted us (grandchildren) to come and pluck it our self. She's so excited about it, how cutee she is hahah. CCA nowdays , stressful but i will try to love and enjoy it. Cher says, Only you love it, euu would play well :D Jiaayou , we gonner get gold >:)

Please don't make urself in the state like this just because of me.
Chidabian

2010-10-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today sing till very suang siaah :/ i want go there moree times, can forget things for some moments . It's the last time of school, i would miss 2-5 a lot D;

eat shit laah le qi .

2010-10-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

I'm really really really very saad laah! ): My baba don't want to apply for it. It's always like this everyyear. We gonner need to spent a lot alot . I need to use my edusave award. He knew i am not happy and he say he will paid for it all. But what i want was'nt like that laaah ): I dun want him so xin ku laah! DDDDDDDDD; Gonner work hard every year ;/ wish i could help a bit. ):

2010-10-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

拿回来的成绩让我好开心好开心
但莫些事情让我好伤心好伤心）：
在这个家，我觉得好辛苦好辛苦。
哭了好久好久
你们到你知不知道我真正要的是什么？

我想变回原来的我，是否对你不公平？）：

2010-10-25T19:54:00.001+08:00

TODAY 唱 K WITH MY GIRL FRIENDS!!! Bing and Gen :D
Sing till very suang lah`!!! All sad songs hahaaah .
Me and Bing wanted to sing outt EVERY SINGLE UNHAPPY THINGS OUT.
Not bad Not bad :3 sing for 4 hours. sore throat lerh lah! :DDDD

2010-10-25T19:51:00.001+08:00

Hahahaha , kaae laah.. i know i can't be so selfish .
He also never do anything wrong.
But he's way toooo good -.-
I'll xi guan derh ):

-------------------------------- I'mlikeafool:)

2010-10-23T08:41:00.002+08:00

Today saw Genevieve and Lock Yee play together , very idiotic. But me last time was like worst -.- Hahaa , i dunno if i am doing the right thing. I want to change back to childish again . HEHEHEHE

2010-10-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

Morning pei my malaysian cousin took bus , and than go school :) i dunno we are already quite late, than, we are late -.- Me like hai dao lock yee lahh, cause she got caught of her shirt not iron again ); than tio blue book. And stupid zheng, dun keep repeat and say that thing out loud -.- Yee suddenly want to play paper aeroplane , Hyrul teach me how to fold haha, suddenly forgotten. Play like xiao hai zi -.- Yee and Zheng bully mee laah ): I'm so innocent.
After school Bing accompany me while i do school service , than go her house again :) watched a horror movie. I thought what siaah, quite idiotic. Than chat chat with Bing <3>

2010-10-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

Morning i'm really in a very very sad mood. Talks to Lock Yee a lot things. Than started crying, lock say i looked stupid. Really very Bai Chi -___- Kay lah, now i am happier :D I'll face it , everyone has a point when our life changed. Night chatted with zheng zheng, she really crazy lerh laah LOLs. Dun so excited kay -.-

2010-10-14T20:30:00.003+08:00

Morning went for Cca , last min they call us up. Some of us was chosen to perform on monday , which some Indonesian students would come. Today only ChengLong , KaiWen , Kaisin , YuAn and me came. Hahas, is like so little lohh, i guess tmr will have a little more . Practice till 12, and accompany kaisin to takeaway her lunch. Didn't expect so fast to have practice. Wanted to go play for this short holiday derh loh , hahas. Afternoon. Meet Bing and Gen at boots and shoe. Went Jurong to swim. Stayed there for around 4 hours. Veryy fuuuuun laah! There are water in my ear =( Went home at 8pm, i'm sooo hungry! :P
baiie

2010-10-14T20:21:00.003+08:00

I'm really sooo sooo broke now. Only left a few coins in my wallet. Not having pocket money for three weeks ! ): It's terrible. Already hinting my mum a lot time ; she would ask, how much moneh still left in ur piggy bank. Didn't say a word after that, even though they are really empty -.- Haish, i know she was broke too. I wish my results can get in return of money , if not, my one year hardwork is gonner be wash off !
-------- nomoneynohappy?

2010-10-11T16:19:00.010+08:00

LEHLONG LEHLONG. My mama wants to throw all my beautiful art. She say i very boh liao , childish ): Put at my house very not nice -.- So anybody wants it?! I can give euu for freeeeeeeeeeee ho ho. 本大师 made one ehhh :) , if want my signature on it also can :)

_____________________________

Today I studied only a little for Science. Just a few chapters, anyhow flipping through. Asked Jie to test me, haish.. all got wrong. I don't want to study anymoree ): Cause actually they dun even caree . SOO soo what if i scored high marks. I'm not happy. Really really not happy ):
what i want was just a simple happiness a little love and care from them

Nobody really Understand me? Or I hide the real me too much? I always cheered people up and told them to be optimistic. But I never once tell my parents and friends how i really felt. Locked up in the toilet or bedroom and cried secretly . I wish i had someone to talk to , =/ but always tell myself to forget it. I must learn to be happy, despite all the miserable i felt. I know its hard. Very very hard. Qi, learn to face the fact kay? Its ur life :) it was already sooo much better than some poor kids. Dried up ur tears and continue to help others. Yeahh, i am satisfied with my life, i am happy of it. very very happy.. :)

2010-10-09T23:05:00.005+08:00

Hahaa, we got a early birthday celebration for Genevieve and Jasmine today :) Meet Bing Bing at boots and shoe at twelve fifteen. Than meet Cheng han kelvin hongwei quansheng liquan @ Mac. Went to buy cake and straight to my home to take Gen's board, and Jasmine present. And i left the present that Bing asked me to help to take for her @ my house and left the house =.= Went back and forth. And FINALLY, reached Vista Park. Watched Bing helping Zheng Zheng makeup. After awhile, our two Queens came :D Sing songs and Cutted cake. Played games @ the void deck , runn heree and there , very tiring haah, and we were all so dehydrated . Kept buying and buying waters. Tries to dig outt every single coin we had in our wallets. Walked home with ChengHan,Kelvin and LiQuan. They were very noisy on the way -.- And they said i dun watch out the cars when i cross the road =/ people always said that to me so. i might really die because of that, haha . Went fo tang afterwards, i like the lesson they said today. Very meaningful.

2010-10-05T22:40:00.006+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA HEYHEYHEY DO U'ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY?!
WHA-WHAT HAPPEN?! OKAY I'll TELL YOU? OR NOT -~- OKAY NEVER MIND , I WILL STILL SAY. ... I NEARLY BURNED THE SCHOOL xD weeee!
HAHAHAHAHA, Was cooking in HomEc, and the toilet roll kind paper caught fire when i was trying to take my potato onto the plate. Genevieve said that she had heard that cooking might cause fire, but didn't know that it could really happen. And it happened ON ME! very sotong siah! HAHA! Everything happened too fast :) I was like, keep OMG OMG OMG OMG~~ can't find anything els .. so clever me anyhow use fork and hits the fire. And it burn off eventually! I'm quite proud of it :) Well.. i guess only the members in my table saw that :) very ps lorh! They said my pattern looks funneh -~-
After that, Me and Bing went to Genevieve house to do our art. We kept laugh and laugh none stop, doing very very stupid things. and end up playing monopoly HAHA. Genevieve was soo cute, she's like a small kid playing tantrum when she lose or what. Today really laugh none stop! hahahha!! OKAY END HERE EARTHLINGS, BYEEEBYEEEE :)

2010-09-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

This time i really wanted to work hard and try my best.
But i'm really really not happy at ALL.
I really hate this feeling.
and I am happier when i get poor marks last year. hee
This time, i found my real friends , and fake friends.
Should i felt happy for this? or sad?
All the things u had, money you got. Can't get happiness .
Not going to work hard next year :3
I guess i will be happier.

2010-09-26T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today morning meet bing bing and hong wei @ library and study. I still very kiasu told them to came at 10am (when the library opens) so we can get a table. But it's like soo full of people . Still sat on the floor in the end ): Study some of geo, didn't read a lot. And we went for lunch when which hongwei's friend came. His friend said he was in the same school as me and he knew me. But i just can't remember LOL. Till i knew his name. people really could changed a lot when time flies -.- Than we went back to library , and Genevieve came, we chat and laugh loud heehee.
Watched The Shock . Labyrinth : House Of Horrors at 6pm in 3D. The storyline is so-so , but still not bad, with the 3D . Genevieve was soooo sooo cute!! She don't normally watched ghostly/horrors movie. She moves very close to Bing and hold on her hand tightly. :P Never screamed or anything just stayed still very quietly. Even when the movie's had finished. :D cutee lahh youu.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABA!

2010-09-25T19:59:00.002+08:00

Study With Jasmine and Genvieve today :D We can't sit for long, we went off and I accompany them buy lunch . After study for a few hours, we went and buy tidbits and eat >v< . And after that, we didn't go back to the study room anymore .hee. We keep like ,' 20 more minutes ..erm 10 minutes more'
We play and chatted a lot a lot. Till around 5 when Genevieve went home. I stayed back and chat with Jasmine :3 Great day lahh lahh . Wossh .. Le Qi jiayou!

Find the way to Enlightenment
--------------------------tiantiankaixin

2010-09-24T16:39:00.005+08:00

Locklehh give me mooncake again! ♥ Well.. i know she love me :D Eat lots of panda(s) in class :3 Bag's going home today is hEAvy ); ! Cause I bring back all the textbooks under my table , awww): Went home and popo came to visit us :D She chat a lot with me, our eyes were so watery when we talk , than i started crying and crying . Popo really helped us a lot a lot, without her, i dunno how could we live in such condition. She say it's all nothing, she just wish we could all be happy and healthy ):
I promised. tries to work hard from now on . and repay them (;

but 说归说 , i'm still lazy to take my textbook out and study );

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy
----------------------------------------------------------------tiantiankaixin

2010-09-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

Bing Bing did'nt came to school today, Gen Gen came and sit with me :3
Didn't listen in any of the lesson, keep play with them :D
Today, a lot of my actions looks stupid ): I knocked my head , painn *^*
anddd Lock Lock nowdays treat me very well , she even treat me winter melon!
OMG , sounds scary huh?

Peer tutoring today was so sleepy ..
Juzi/pumpkin/orange got abused ): I will call it jujuu :3
Li quan ,shi jie, zong xian and zai quan kept throw it around ):
Exactly the same thing when i bring my octobus last time -.-
But soo Q worhh, bounce soo high :D

2010-09-14T18:02:00.006+08:00

HOLY MAMA!
I fell down at last sunday from the bicycle LOL went rushing to fo tang
Super super paiin ): sadd norhh
Come back home more sadd nahh, when i was small, my parents will rush towards me and sayang me and helped me put on medicine. And Now, one was sleeping and the other was playing facebook. Still have to call daddy to help me take medicine for me, than he went back to sleep. Than i was there somehow grumbling lol, grumbling how pathetic i am ): Than mama say i am noisy . Fine Fine Norhh . Today Lock help me to steal cloth, HAHA!

2010-09-12T01:04:00.002+08:00

I dunno why
nowdays i am thinking negatively about life. Feeling so sadd ): Didn't i told myself to be happy everyday? And its all moneh that causes that. Maybe its because i am affording a lot myself nowdays. Didn't dare to ask from parents, they are tight too. Everytime 讲钱伤感情 . haishh.
I'm trying to save a single little bit now :) Now very close to Jasmine and Lock Yee , they make me very Kai Xin :D

不能不能不能，不能没有钱！:P
----------------------------但家人，朋友还是最重要的 ;)
------------tiantiankaixin

2010-09-10T20:04:00.004+08:00

Lock(s) penguin revenge no.1 no.2 no.3 all FAILED !
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

被放逐在寒冷的边际 ,去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平 .. 静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

IT's RAMEN-ING

2010-09-09T18:00:00.008+08:00

Today's a great day :D I woke up at 6.30am and walk to the living room and continue to sleep at the sofa. Waiting for lock lock to come. Than go school together. Chiong all the homework's, and eat panda(s) from lock yee . Weeee :D After school, lock lock angry because of the inaccurate results thingy . Actually gonner go eat ice cream to 消消气 , but it's quite cold today. So we went NTUC and buy RAMEN! Mashpotatoes and our drinks. Than went home and cooked and eat at the same time . (Lock , your eating ramen sound very loud man :P )

Lock(s) RAMEN

Yummaiie :3

Don't forget the drinks :D

So full so full after that :D Than play Club Penguin for 4 hours with rus, super funneh. Than now play with lock :D She kena banned, now doing new account to continue cheat penguin feelings. LOL haha byebyeee earthling(s) !

Stop thinking negatively and blaming towards life,
as there are so many little things that we should be thankful of :)
--------------------------------------------------------tiantiankaixin

2010-09-07T20:42:00.004+08:00

Today morning was bored. Quarrel with Mei, so i 离家出走. Cooked a big amount of beehoon before i go. I'm so good right? scared her she have no food to eat :3 Go Jasmine house with my math's homework. But did nothing at the end. Wen Xiang and Zi Xin was at jasmine house too, doing geo project. Or i mean , LOOK at jasmine doing the slides and handle everything . envy them so much norhh, to have Jasmine to be in their group ): While jasmine was working on it, we three kept play tap-tap, so funny :D

After that Zi Xin said want to let me cut her hair. I was like so OMGGG xDD finally one :3 Wen Xiang was somehow like my servant , holding on the newspaper for me :) I think i cut very nice nice , but zi xin kept trying to run away -.- It could be better if she could sit down quietly and don't complain soo much. -.- roarr!

And went mac for lunch , Jasmine stayed at home. Treated them ice cream for letting me cut hair and help me :) Today very hot norh , Wen Xiang some more nosebleed (LOL!) the tissues is all covered with blood, the auntie who kept his plate would wonder '(is this tomato sauce ?or.. ermmm...hmmm) Zi Xin and Wen Xiang went home around 4 , stay with Jasmine and we chat and sing a lot of songs :D Today night cook dinner with Jie and Mei, now kitchen very oily, table very messy ): Another day had pass, where got time do homework ): Lahh Lahh 晚安 :)

Remember that being a success without happiness is meaningless.
------------------------------------------------------------------ - Richard Denny

2010-09-06T19:28:00.011+08:00

(Hahas, dunno why, i just like this photo a lot :3)

Today meet Bing Bing and her cousin at Library to do homework . We sat at the children's table , didn't do a lot work and a woman came to chase us out ): She ask ' is there any children here? or are eu'all a parent?' Lol? Many Many empty sit some more norh D: So we went to the third floor then, and sit down to do our work :) Eat lunch at around 2.30 . Bing bought volleyball and we played nearby my house. Still raining a little, the ball kept been thrown outside the shelter. Always made Bing's cousin to take the ball Hahas. Quite tiring ,
and a bit dirty . Have fun today :) Bye Bye earthlings

Wonderful things comes at little things, just we don't realise it ):
-----------------------------------------------------------------tiantiankaixin

2010-09-04T13:09:00.004+08:00

We got back our CA2 results. I think I improved a lot a lot .
Super Kai Xin :D
I now finally have a goal , and wanted to work hard for it.
My aim is to get MONEH MONEH for the very first time
wish me gud luck huh. :P
乐琦乐琦，不要半途而废噢！:D

Whatever how i tried so hard to help up , you'all just can see it ):

Bing Qi Ling OvO

2010-09-02T20:46:00.008+08:00

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Stayed back for CCA and maths peer tutoring. I kept delaying my work! and most of them had done a lot already. Awww D: Had to buck up. Went for CCA, they said gonner give us present for winning but boh leh ,tsk tsk tsk D;
After school, with Bing and Lock we went to Mac and eat icercreammE !! You'all should look how Lock Yee ate her icecream ! She's just like just stuff it all in her mouth !! >v<. Very disgusting and funny :DDD soo cutee lorh lock yee.
But Lock Yee ahh ..please eat more like a Shu Nu okay ? -.-

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2010-09-01T12:48:00.006+08:00

Today they eaten up our late day .. awww D:
It Teacher's Day :)
Quite boring nahh, in the classroom.
The performance was quite good, but released us late -.-

Went back to Woodlands Ring Primary ♥ >v< !! Still quite early at that time, Sitted at canteen with Jasmine, Hui Ping , Hui nee and Sharon.
After that Ariel came, and we went separately. Than heard someone called my name, and saw che wei. He sounds so deep, so different. Grow taller and blacker too lol.

Talk to mdm eu, she's still pretty as always. :D
and she showed us her baby's photo.
Sufi : Omg ! She's so cutee! Just like me !
Mdm Eu : *roll eyes*
*laughhs *

Michelle came after that , still the same as always, vEry VIOLENCE. haha We all sitted around chit chat , keep laughing and laughing :DD Dicky, Jerry and samuel came only after 2.30, as their school is quite far away from here.
A lot of them turn blacker -~-
3.00pm, people started chasing us all out.
say bye byee D;

Chatted with them on Msn :D
Had a great day . yeah ;)

2010-08-21T23:17:00.006+08:00

With bing, we went for a jog today ! we run a big round near Christ Church Secondary and drink bubble tea after that HAHA . Somehow counted as never kill any fats :( awwww D;
And we tok a lot a lot :) haappiee .
Went to fo tang afterwards. and I really like to go there manie manie as it made me felt very very peaceful . Exams, homework .. all my stress seems gone :D Kay gtg buaixx :D

2010-08-21T18:41:00.004+08:00

WE DON'T EXPECT WHAT PEOPLE CAN GIVE US,

BUT WE TRY 2 GIVE OTHERS WHAT WE CAN GIVE

--------------------------------------------------------------tiantiankaixin

2010-08-14T23:39:00.009+08:00

Thanks Guys :D for celebrating my 14th birthday :D or 70?
Genevieve, Jasmine, Min hui, Li bing , Zi Xin, Cheng Han, Li Quan, Kelvin and Hyrul :)

{ All pictures are credit to li binng :) }

1pm genevieve message me and told me to go vista park. Reach there and they were all there waiting for me to cut the cake , hee :D And they were planning wadever memory game thingy. to remember the order of the fruits that li bing read out. And people who knows me will know that i had shorten memory. Ya and of course i lost, only able to remember 4 of it -.-'' . And the punishment was to makeup!

Only after that, i read li bing's blog than i knew they purposely wanted me to lose. So they could see me wearing makeup or whatever -.-'' awwwww D; Second game are concentration. The game i intro to them, were very confident at first. But to get their motive, they kept shoot me and made me confuse. and ya lost again -.-''

PRESENT GIVING TIME :D

Zinc bag bing and gen brought for me. Remember that day @ mt class Genevieve said my bag looks old and ask me if i would want to buy a new one. I said there's not a need. But they still brought it. Neh mind :) thanks still, i will cherish it a lot :D

Card given by 2lg (lockyee ,libing and genevieve)
Had open the letters and certificate inside. So cute lol! especially the (3 WAYS TO MAKE YOU SMILE) I had taken the 3lg pledge, and we would be best friend for life :D Thanks for those letters u'all each had written for me. But still there will always be 'don't be so gong next time' 'you are the blurest people i ever known' and 'Hello my dear blur blur friend' -.-
Fine, i will jia you more to be 'awake'

With Min Hui and Jasmine ! thanks guys!

And another octopus member - with zi xin ! my nu er :D

Photo taken with hyrul, thanks a lot :D

And Cheng Han ;D

Kelvin ---> (domukun not scary okay!)

Li Quan the mu tou ren :)

MYe gen gen Love yaa :D

Started to rain a little after that, rush into void deck and play lots of game. Quite crazy, and i'm really very slow! kena forfeit 2 times already! videos all at bing's blog. Haha :D

Went home at around 5 . Lock yee call me and came over to my house and give me her present <3> . muack :D
Thanks all of you. I would remember this wonderful day forever :) And cherish all the gift , letters and cards . And my birthday end here , not forgetting to thanks my mama :D

2010-08-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

GOOD GAME 2-5 :D
although we never get in to the top 3, and get 4th i think . But we got the team spirit :D
Yesterday just knew that i had to went in and play, train a little while with jasmine. (THANKYOU JIA SI MI NI :D)
Lost to 2-6 .heard that they had been training for the last few weeks. Clap Clap for them :D
We had tried our best , good game guys :)
2-5 2-5 JIA YOOOUU :DDDD

2010-08-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D !
And i celebrate my birthday today too :) cause grandma sooner going have a eye surgery . So had to celebrate earlier. And morning with Jasmine do sushi , Tiring but fun :D and oishi too :)
5.30pm watch NDP in television. And they march march march which made me fall asleep on the sofa. Wake up at 7 still marching lol.
I'm tired , bai baiie ;)

2010-08-01T19:05:00.005+08:00

I'm sooo gonner watch this D:

2010-07-24T12:23:00.001+08:00

Today was Racial Harmony Day :D
Didn't have a chance to walk around the school and had a visit
with those stalls cause busying helping out of the noticeboard.
Haish, neh mind :) After that play games with bing,gen,jas,min
lol, dame crazyy.
At night, meet jasmine and her family to woodlands ring primary
to watch every year once derh stars nite.
We gotten back lots of memories D: felt so old lol.
Really miss those times there :)

2010-07-20T18:37:00.009+08:00

Since everyone told me to update, want me to write my life stories but not 'meaningful' stuff, -.-FINE lorh! But don't u think those post is really very meaningful? If everything u could think of the other way, u would be very very happy :) even its just a small thing. . . lol kay kay i am starting that again.
sooo TODAY its TUESDAY. which is a late day :DDDD can sleep a later 30 mins , so touched ;)
Walk to school and saw jasminey , showed her my roti prata tortoise. And her tortoise somehow got tear apart , so sad D;
On MT lesson, miss ng did'nt came , and that relief teacher keep telling us about some famous sportsmen stuff, very boring , don't know all of them :)
HomE lesson cooked chicken pie, siann, can do can't eat . Shi Jie keep use my cloth to wipe things, but can't bear to take out his cloth . roarr, have stain on my cloth lol . Have quite a lot of fun lah :D
than after that they say the maths tutor thing is canceled. D: Raining heavily, scared scared :) so pulled Genevieve to my house :) While eating maggie , we watch drama than we played penguin diner 2 . Played till finished all the levels :D ho ho
Kay already wrote a lot of craps heehee , bai bai :D

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2010-07-11T18:26:00.003+08:00

IF EU have half cup of water.
Would eu choose to be thankful that ur bottle still
left half of the water.
Or u would choose to be sad than u only left that half cup of water

2010-07-02T18:51:00.002+08:00

TOY TOY TOY STORY 3
i wanner watch it (!) :D

这世界已变。。
女儿打老爸
小孩欺负老人
这是什么情形呀？！！

2010-06-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

-reduces needless suffering and killing in the world and increases compassion for all earthlings

-All the grains grown to feed cattle could feed all the starving people in the world!

2010-06-23T18:16:00.007+08:00

Woken up from my beauty sleep by hui ping call D; it's only 8.45am and some more still raining D; haish, she nudge me to go to the library . Yan jun and hui yu were also already there too waiting for the library to open. She told me go at 12 yesterday -.- why so early huh?and btw library only open at 10am lol ,so kia shu :D

and i reached there at 10, just nice :D . I haven't even eaten my breakfast lor -.< And they had already found a table to sit :) I Help them with their homework and ME still have lots of undone work -.- Went for lunch after that. At two, we all got chased out by ping cause her cousin came to help her with her homework . what a friend. LOL Went Jasmine house afterwards to give her some works, actually had to rush home, but end up playing with her baby cousin jie le :D Played till 2.40 and got daddy complaint call. :0 so rush home , a lot chores to do D;

Jie found a long lost octo. same gender as octobusi and octosile. she call it 灰哥:D Yipee :DD

2010-06-13T10:18:00.011+08:00

2010-06-06T16:15:00.006+08:00

This days never go out except going for CCA :3
hrmm.. gu zheng made me quite stress.
What the teacher say, must all remember in heart :D Jiayo lah
Night cycle with Jie to fo tang to 学礼节 again
Although its quite hard but i will jiayo derh lah ;D
With jie and zi yin keep practicing together.
Urm.. got improve :) at least won't keep stop and forgot the words.
Felt very peace in there, like all those burden had gone. .
After lesson we all gather and eat rice dumpling (zong zi)
super hao chi derh lah :D
Before going home we go to zheng tai house to take something.
than home sweet home laah :)

就算我们将来日子会有多苦，但多苦的日子都会找到简单的快乐 :)

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(0o0)

2010-06-02T11:12:00.007+08:00

I started missing school ... { SO SOON?!!?}
Awwww D; ...
Don't like holiday lah, although going out everyday.
And plus no MONEH!!! $#%#&$#%#!!

sad life

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ni hao ma?

2010-06-01T22:49:00.015+08:00

Today with sisters go grandma house to visit her. She fried lots of banana, yams and nian gao for us, dame yummy lah :D But eat many will grow fat D; must control !! ;) Help grandma with some chores than i took a good looong afternoon nap , :)
Night night went home by mrt, knowing that baba is on the mrt too going home from work, me and mei decided to wait him. expecting him to ride us home with his bicycle :D! Jie went home first cause she had park her bicycle there when she go to school today. Saw baba about ten minutes later, go shop and save and buy some fruits. than home sweet home (0o0)
I want to start out my homework soon, don't want to be last minute everytime :D I had already forgotten what holidays homework i have o.0 Want ask some friends to do homework with me together , so i won't be sian sian and won't do my homework. LALA :D

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Staying at HOME HOME HOME

2010-05-30T13:06:00.026+08:00

halo earthlings, Holiday actually wanner sleep till darn late, But heard sister shouting DORAEMON SHOW ! So zhi hao force myself to wake up laah ;D HAve a terrible morning, my mei keep force me to play with her some 扮家家酒 games -.- She pulled me to a chair and give me a ticket. Pretending we are on the plane or whatever so. Super dame tired lah, mei accidentally use a permanent marker and draw it on the table. Told her to rub it off herself , she don't want. ANd ME have to help her to clean off the trouble she made. She say not obvious but 本小姐就是看不爽！
Tiring, let me continue with my beauty sleep , buaix lah. ;)
zZZ

a day with PING♥

2010-05-29T23:37:00.009+08:00

Went swimming with hui ping♥ today.
Quite sometimes never saw her.
I think really fall in love in swimming, keep going for so many times.
after swimming go causeway eat dinner and chit chat lots of crap.
went home at around 8.

Baba and jie go for a wedding of one of the couple in fo tang.
Awww... so good can eat lots of delicious vegetarian stuff.
I am jealous (ROARR!) @#$@%@#!!
But good that they got take away for us of some leftover food ;D
Mian mian, nice lahh ;P

okay bye lil earthlings, nighty night.
love holidays , muack